Today, 27 Dec 2008 was my father's 4th demise anniversary..
exactly 4 yrs ago, my beloved father passed away due to colon cancer at 4am, 27 Dec, 2004.
Also, not forgotten the 4th year anniversary of Tsunami incidents that caused thousands of death in many countries on Boxing Day, 26 Dec,2004.
The memories my father and the image of tsunami in newspapers still haunts me now and then..
I still remember the time when my mum and I had to take care of during the last few days when u were bedridden.. really never expect u would just leave us like that 1 day:(
I would never ever forget this time of the year..together i mourn together with the families of tsunami victims for all of us had lost our beloved ones..lets hold a silent prayer together....
Papa,I really miss u so much:( how r u now?i hope u r resting peacefully in heaven..
look..im a big girl now..im gona graduate soon next year june..i know u must be proud of me:)
i really hope to meet u again..i almost cause myself death that day if not of the failed attempt:(
i guess u were the guardian angel that saved me that day..maybe its not my time yet:(
but i do hope to meet u soon..i miss u so much, papa..
now, 7 days after the break up..i have gone through emotions of roller coaster..
from being sad, depressed, disappointed, angry..now im feeling much more better..
no more crying although i still do feel sad:(
the weird thing is i still miss him:( why do i still miss him when we r only friends now?:(
i guess im still not used to the new role yet..as his friend instead of gf:(
i also would not how to act if i ever meet him again in the future..
should i just ignore him or talk to him like normal? could i make it?:(
how would his response and behavior towards me? cold? indifferent?
i really dun know wat to expect..quite sad also when come to think of this:(
anyway, just hope that watever will be, will be..
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