Old Memories...

today Theran from my old MHA group, Master Ninja Clan posted msg on my profile wall on bout how he and the group are doing..
sigh..its so sad to see Master Ninja Clan, once a glorious group..although its a small group but its very close-knitted group and everyone knows each other..has become dead:(
MNC is the 1st group that i have joined since low level till lvl80..
i waited patiently for Legendary Master(the creator) to come back but looks like he wont ever come back at all..since he is creating new game in facebook..
sigh..its very sad indeed to leave MNC to join Cyanide..but wat to do,MNC is as dead as stone..
it amazed me to see Nikol and Nighttears r still active in MNC..seems like they r the lone ones in MNC:(

well,speaking of my old MHA group,this reminds me of my old house in Ipoh..:(
my beloved old house in Buntong,Ipoh..many good and bad memories in it..
this also reminds me of my late father:( he passed away due to colon cancer in that house..
the house where i grew up since i was small..
the same house where my mum and dad used to quarelled and i suffered depression coz of them
the house where i spent most of my childhood alone hugging my dolls..
the house where i admired the hills far behind the house..
the house where i love to hear the raindrops on the rooftop,
the house where i love to watch the sparrows and pigeons flocking behind my house..
the place where i can relax and enjoy the peaceful environment around my house..
the place where i can smell the fresh air and hear the birds chirping every morning..
the place where i used to admire the beautiful skyline during sunrise and sunset..
the place where i can enjoy the beauty of nature where i cant get in Kl or my new house in Ipoh..
i love where i came from..im not a town girl..im just a simple girl with a simple heart..
wishing to be reunited again with the nature..
just to lie down on the soft grass and enjoy the strong wind in the afternoon..
running around my primary sch field and carefree of any problem..
painting beautiful sceneries and writing poems from my heart..
how i wish i could turn back to childhood again..
turn back the time and meet my father again..:(
i really miss u,papa..even after all these 4yrs..
where have u been??longing to hear ur voice again someday.

ur beloved daughter,
sharon..